Tears of rage in the traffic. Such a beautiful day – how I long for peace of mind. This man is driving me crazy. I think it is so easy to loose yourself in a relationship. Somehow it invades every aspect of your life, no matter how hard you try to keep it at home! I never wanted this – call me old fashioned – I never wanted to get stuck in a mundane domestic routine with the love of my life – I never wanted to live with him as his girlfriend. It has become almost toxic. It is so sad – I cant live without romance and spontaneity. I am sooooo sick of angry words, desperate pleas to hear me….
Yoga in an hours time – I want my worries to pour out my body, I want to sleep dreamlessly!