Sometimes I wonder if there is anything I haven’t written before or is there anything I haven’t felt before. Life just a series of events going round and round, making the same mistakes. I am feeling somewhat deflated. Of course the change of seasons isn’t helping lift the spirit.
This winter I intend on spending quite a bit of cash to provide me with some materialistic satisfaction – a quick fix for short term happiness. First on this list is a couch, then a TV, then a laptop. I also intend to sell much of my old furniture or merely toss it. The best part of this plan – is that I will be able to lie in bed and watch TV. I have been struggling with sleep for a long time now and those hours lying in the dark with my thoughts racing a million miles an hour, are something I have started to dread.
The goal is turn my home into a sexy haven for the winter. Clean, polished and sublimely comfortable. I think this winter, instead of dancing on tables, I am going to go into hibernation and reflection. Maybe coming up for air when tequila calls.
Other items on my winter shopping list include:
A Black Duvet set – I brought pink in a moment of madness and I think the cheerfulness has upset my sleeping patterns. I seem to be unable to stray too far from gothy inclinations.
A vacuum cleaner – mainly because I stupidly brought vacuum pack bags in Josi!
Two large comfy outside chairs for my balcony.
New pot’s for my much neglected plants.
A large ornate, overly twirly oval framed mirror.
Feeling better already. Feeling broke already.